its just...me.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 18:57:26 GMT

10 Years Ago, I...
1. was in Mrs. Holliday's second grade class.
2. had a cat named Missy.
3. was in ballet classes.
4. had crazy spaces in my teeth.
5. has phenumoa.

5 Years Ago, I...
1. was in seventh grade at IRMS.
2. was confused.
3. had really frizzy hair.
4. got braces.
5. started wearing makeup and shaving my legs.

Last year, I...
1. started junior year.
2. was doing all this stuff for our homecoming.
3. started Mrs. Fritz's class... doing Great Gastby work.
4. was dating Deniz for one week and four days.
5. was with the most amazing person in the world.

Yesterday, I...
1. had an alright day.
2. went to a swimming meet that I wasn't even swimming in.
3. hung out it Natalia and Mario.
4. got a call from the admission's officer at UF.
5. talked to my love, Deniz.

Today, I...
1. took the last of my midterm exams.
2. am tired.
3. got balloons for Natalia.
4. ate a cheeseburger.
5. talked to the most amazing person in the world.

Tomorrow, I will...
who knows.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 18:01:05 GMT

that was retarded.

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 21:00:55 GMT

i don't want to go back. i don't want to stay here though. i wish i did more this summer, that i wasn't so lazy. oh well, maybe senior year will be awesome. i hope.

lily

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 04:56:07 GMT

tell me this is a bad dream, so i can wake up and call you to know everything is going to be alright.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 23:56:37 GMT

having feelings is hard.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 22:53:00 GMT

myspace is way too hard to play with. :( my myspace is sad.

beach? someday...

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 17:52:08 GMT

one month of summer left, and still so much to do.

dont waste your time on me youre already the voice inside my head.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:37:21 GMT

i visited usf today- i really liked it. i visit uf tomorrow, i hope i fall in love with it ::knock on wood::

i'm almost dreading the rest of the trip... only 11 more days. i just hate like not going- almost like i want to already be there and not drive. argh...

it sucks that i'm in florida and i cant see you, it annoys me. i just already miss you and thats quite sad- but i guess i need to get used to it.

oh well...
lily

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 15:35:30 GMT

i hate these rainy days.

gkjshfogyru8t9ewtgyuhgdkghskghsoetitesoi30w95093808qa blah.

s u m m e r

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 17:54:36 GMT

It feels so amazing to be out of school. i feel so capabale of doing what I really want to do now- i want to do yoga, go surfing, go to the beach, the park- anything! there are so many possiblities and i can't wait to start them.

ah, i love this feeling.

lily!

Thu, 05 May 2005 00:14:16 GMT

ah, nothing is better then a rainy day with interpol.

i love it.

i push, i pull, the days go slow.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 14:15:59 GMT

yeah, i stayed home today. i said i was sick. and i guess you could say i am.

i'm tired of thinking, i don't know what i want. can someone tell me? because it would save me so much time.

i have a lot of things to do today. lets make a bet and see if i'll actually do them. the longshot is that i won't.

oh woe is me. :(

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 15:55:02 GMT

i wish i could live free
i hope it's not beyond me
settling down it takes time
one day we'll live together
and life will be better
i have it here-
yeah in my mind

baby, you know someday you'll show

baby, my heart's been breaking

i gave a lot to you
i take a lot from you too
you slave a lot from me
guess you could say
i gave you my edge

i can't pretend
i need to defend
some part of me from you
i know I've spent some time a-lying
i can't pretend
don't need to defend
some part of me from you
i know I've spent some time a-lying

You're looking alright tonight
i think we should go
You're looking alright tonight
i think we should go

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 23:51:05 GMT

sometimes i make jokes, but really i'm serious.

duh.

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 18:21:48 GMT

oh weekend, what the hell just happend?

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 18:27:13 GMT

i dont even know, and i wish i did. what a great way to end spring break.

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:35:19 GMT

this shit is bananas

b a n a n a s.

but i'm okay!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 23:24:35 GMT